JT Reflects On Prison Time: "It Did Put A Lot Of Fear In Me"

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The City Girls hitmaker chopped it up with the "Abolition X" podcast where she reflected on the lessons she learned during and since her incarceration.

She made a monumental comeback to the Rap game after her release from a Florida prison just two years ago, and JT is reflecting on that time of her life on the Abolition X podcast with hosts Richie Reseda, Indigo Mateo, and Vic Mensa. Yung Miami held down the City Girls while JT was incarcerated, but as soon as she was freed, the best friends immediately got to work. It has been a meteoric climb up the charts ever since, but now, JT is sharing the lessons she has learned since re-gaining her freedom.

I feel like I got better. Going to prison and coming out, gave me more edge, in my music when I rap and in my voice," said JT. "It did put a lot of fear in me too. It put a lot of anxiety in me. It changed me completely.”

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“My whole life, I have always been painted as a rebellious person, and to the point where I started to believe it," she said elsewhere during the chat. "If you always tell me that I’m the problem, I’m going to believe that I’m the problem, so now that I’m the problem, I’m going to be the problem." While inside, JT added that she felt completely disconnected from everything happening in the outside world, but she did receive encouragement from a fellow inmate.

The rapper has also endured her fair share of criticism and spoke at length about feeling as if Black people aren't allowed to be confident in their successes.

“People are more in-tuned with people who are down and out, than people who are up. They don’t know how to celebrate Black people when they are up, they are only relatable to Black people when they are down, in f*cked up situations. As soon as you get your first sense of confidence, they like, 'Who the f*ck you think you are?'”

Listen to the full episode below.


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Since 2019, Erika Marie has worked as a journalist for HotNewHipHop, covering music, film, television, art, fashion, politics, and all things regarding entertainment. With 20 years in the industry under her belt, Erika Marie moved from a writer on the graveyard shift at HNHH to becoming a Features Editor, highlighting long-form content and interviews with some of Hip Hop’s biggest stars. She has had the pleasure of sitting down with artists and personalities like DJ Jazzy Jeff, Salt ’N Pepa, Nick Cannon, Rah Digga, Rakim, Rapsody, Ari Lennox, Jacquees, Roxanne Shante, Yo-Yo, Sean Paul, Raven Symoné, Queen Naija, Ryan Destiny, DreamDoll, DaniLeigh, Sean Kingston, Reginae Carter, Jason Lee, Kamaiyah, Rome Flynn, Zonnique, Fantasia, and Just Blaze—just to name a few. In addition to one-on-one chats with influential public figures, Erika Marie also covers content connected to the culture. She’s attended and covered the BET Awards as well as private listening parties, the Rolling Loud festival, and other events that emphasize established and rising talents. Detroit-born and Long Beach (CA)-raised, Erika Marie has eclectic music taste that often helps direct the interests she focuses on here at HNHH. She finds it necessary to report on cultural conversations with respect and honor those on the mic and the hardworking teams that help get them there. Moreover, as an advocate for women, Erika Marie pays particular attention to the impact of femcees. She sits down with rising rappers for HNHH—like Big Jade, Kali, Rubi Rose, Armani Caesar, Amy Luciani, and Omerettà—to gain their perspectives on a fast-paced industry.