Macklemore Reveals If He Hadn't Gone To Rehab He'd "Be F*cking Dead"

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The rapper-songwriter confessed that his father dished out upwards of $12K for him to enter a 30-day center.

He's probably best known for his megahit "Thrift Shop" which helped Macklemore reach the top of the charts, but his struggles with addiction almost cost him his life. The 37-year-old Seattle native is known for his pop-rap releases that have amassed his success, but in a recent interview, Macklemore revealed that he wouldn't be alive if he hadn't sought help for his substance abuse issues.

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The rapper-songwriter caught up with People's Party with Talib Kweli where he revisited his career highs and personal lows with the Black Star icon. "I struggled for so long as a youth and didn't know that there was a recovery community, because by nature we're in a program of being anonymous," said Macklemore. He went on to share that he initially believed he was just doing the same thing his friends were, but soon, he was waking up and immediately thinking of how he would score a fix.

"I didn't know that there was a community that was there to support, love me unconditionally, that had the same f*ckin' disease, and there is a therapeutic value of one addict to another sharing their experience, strength, and hope that saved my f*ckin' life and continues to save my life," he said. "You figure out your character defects. You say you're sorry to some people. You have a spiritual awakening and you go out and you carry that message to someone else."

"We need to make sure that people know that there's resources, more funding to get people treatment that they need because if it wasn't for my pops having the 10 or 12 racks that it was when I first went to treatment and being willing to spend that on me, I'd be f*cking dead," Macklemore added. "Like, I wouldn't be there right now and that's not to be f*cking dramatic, that's just what it is. Like, I was about to die. I just was lucky enough to go to a facility for 30 days. And people, I think, don't know that that's okay to go to treatment." 

Watch a clip of Macklemore's interview below.


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Since 2019, Erika Marie has worked as a journalist for HotNewHipHop, covering music, film, television, art, fashion, politics, and all things regarding entertainment. With 20 years in the industry under her belt, Erika Marie moved from a writer on the graveyard shift at HNHH to becoming a Features Editor, highlighting long-form content and interviews with some of Hip Hop’s biggest stars. She has had the pleasure of sitting down with artists and personalities like DJ Jazzy Jeff, Salt ’N Pepa, Nick Cannon, Rah Digga, Rakim, Rapsody, Ari Lennox, Jacquees, Roxanne Shante, Yo-Yo, Sean Paul, Raven Symoné, Queen Naija, Ryan Destiny, DreamDoll, DaniLeigh, Sean Kingston, Reginae Carter, Jason Lee, Kamaiyah, Rome Flynn, Zonnique, Fantasia, and Just Blaze—just to name a few. In addition to one-on-one chats with influential public figures, Erika Marie also covers content connected to the culture. She’s attended and covered the BET Awards as well as private listening parties, the Rolling Loud festival, and other events that emphasize established and rising talents. Detroit-born and Long Beach (CA)-raised, Erika Marie has eclectic music taste that often helps direct the interests she focuses on here at HNHH. She finds it necessary to report on cultural conversations with respect and honor those on the mic and the hardworking teams that help get them there. Moreover, as an advocate for women, Erika Marie pays particular attention to the impact of femcees. She sits down with rising rappers for HNHH—like Big Jade, Kali, Rubi Rose, Armani Caesar, Amy Luciani, and Omerettà—to gain their perspectives on a fast-paced industry.